Give In or Not….

Last question was so now what? Well that is a deep subject and a even deeper question. Time to figure out what excites me the most. Well running did but to heavy and I live in a rual area. Excuse e #1. What means the most to me ” children of course” Look in the mirror how long are you going to be here? OK now whats the challenge and how do you conquer it? I reminded myself of all the negatives, and the you will never make it’s that others said to me. Used that as my fule. Follow me at 1firewifebrown@pinterest.com and you will see some ways to start. Yep Fire Wife another challenge I put on myself. How would you challenge yourself?

Who’s Got Your Back..

I decided it was time to go through with my passion of fitness training. The only thing is looking at myself in the mirror I did not see a fitness trainer I saw a fitness blob..!!

Now here we go again with the blaming me I should have kept in better health after the kids where born. 

I should have listen to myself when I said go for a longer walk with the dog. I Should have..I should have.. I should have.. It just went on and on then depression started again and the cake looked better and well you know the rest. It got even better when I could blame my medication. Yep I was one big blame game. So now what?